Monday, December 18, 2006

Everything indeed happens for a reason... The bible studies i attended on Discipleship explored.. spoke to me.. not once.. twice.. but many a times that i forgot to count.. recently with all the return of emotions and memories.. i came across de part on paul saying in 1 Timothy 1:16 "But for that very reason I was shown mercy so that in me, the worst of Sinners, Christ Jesus might display his unlimited patience as an example for those who would believe on him and recieve eternal life.".. sounds like nothing isn't it? but someone like me.. who hasn't sinned anywhere lss than paul.. it speaks to my heart and soul.. but still.. i'm not ready to forgive myself though God has forgiven me.. Still I believe someday I shall.. I encourage those struggling to hold on to faith.. faith that God may not bring you out of the suffering but he'll give you all you need to pull through... And it's need not wants.. but needs is all that's necessary.. and in it.. we rejoice.. in it we know God has show us love and grace..

Ha since yesterday's gathering was with a friend who studies in brunei he was telling us about brunei.. same currency exchange rate as SG but so much more different.. he said.. half a day and i think i can bring u around de whole of brunei.. de only shopping district is 3mins walk to pass through.. i was like.. ok.. tat's bad.. den my other friend was telling us about the places he travelled with his GF.. he compared to brunei and said.. still ok la.. tat time go bukit worst lor.. de whole place only got **XYZ*** one shopping complex.. and because it's a tourism site, everything is so expensive.. no point buying things there unlike bangkok.. he also added... but there's something good.. you go there.. no license also can drive.. i gave him my student pass not driving license.. after i hear i was like stunt... he added further.. but there also not bad.. got very nice beach.. (censored de rest due to words and topics he said that might be sensitive) den de roads there lagi best.. he said to me.. Div you should go.. play so much initial D and know how to drive.. go get a car there and drift ur way up and down de slopes.. i was once again stunt... but no harm giving it a try right? nah i'm just joking.. i'll probably be killed by someone
(*eye rolling*) ha...

Argh.. Haven't start studying.. hopefully.. by tomorrow.. i can start studying.. so much homework to do.. and zero i have done... Father Lord help me please i ask and pray in Jesus name, Amen.

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