Monday, October 23, 2006

Lord, I'm sorry I couldn't go for overnight prayers last night. I think you know why and I shan't explain here in case others worry.

Have to rest at home today. It's getting out of hand. Hopefully at night I can go out awhile.

Wonder when will be the next time i can go for an overnight prayer. Lord I want to be closer to you. Help me find my way back to you in your arms.
Read about mustard seed faith. I seem to gradually understand it. I realise I should not compare myself to other Christians about their faith towards God etc but rather, I should slowly but steadily move closer to God and build a faith on my own that is unbreakable.

Prayers for a team-mate. My condolenses. Sorry I didn't know you really needed company the other day. But i'm glad Vin managed to help you feel better =) Will keep you in my prayers.

I wore my first pair of contact lense yesterday. Actually I wished she could be there to see. Wanted to see her with my own eyes and not through glasses. I guess I'll have to leave it for another time. Hope she's doing fine. I think I'll just stick to smses once in 1 or 2 days to check up on her and that should be about it. Hope to give as much space as she needs. Like the saying goes. If a person really means a lot to you, you would want the person to be happy. She was like in an invisible cage that i unknownly created. Sorry I was too sticky. I know I said sorry a lot of times but it's because i really didn't mean to hurt you.

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