Sunday, October 15, 2006

She'll be out tomorrow =) Yeah ! Praise God =) Love you God =) Really do. Winks*

And God.. Help me make you no.1 in my heart.. for i noe too well.. for any step I take to be truely God's will I have to first place u as my no.1, my leader.. my centre.. my soul =)

I just checked out with Ben regarding studying in UK. Well, because there's dis special Visa that allows us to get a 2yrs working holiday Visa there, I can get to work there and save up for the masters I intend to take in UK. UK has de best few universities recognised all over the world.. N tat's y i want to go there.. I'll get a good education.. good job n pay.. n make sure she and her family will live happily =)

In fact.. I even did a calculation... Everything is in Pounds
Expenses in UKper dayF&B: 18Petrol: 20Housing: 20For 3yrs : 62640 Estimated Cost for a 1yr Masters for Business(MBA)20000 Earnings for 2yrs Mon- FriOffice hours from 10am-3pm: 100Part time 3 hours: 18

Sat- Sun
Part Time 9hrs: 54

Monthly Income 2792
Total 2yrs: 67008

In otherwords.. working for 2yrs.. i'll be able to cover my expenses during the masters.. but problem is.. the money to pay for the course.. n the money for the car... So i guess i'll have to start saving during army... Meaning.. i dun get to spend much or waste much.. I'll have to work very very hard... I know it sounds strange.. as in.. why a 18 yr old is talking about his life up till 30.. but many failed to make the right decision because they didn't plan enough.. for me.. i dun want to make a wrong decision in life...

I want to earn most of the masters course by myself n not depend on any other person.. I'll prove that i am independent.. I'll prove that i love her n can provide for her.. i'll get the best placing n i'll earn enough for the retirement by the beach.. I'll have to slogg very hard for many years.. but i believe God wants me to work hard n then reap wat i sowed with a big warm smile n tears of happiness.. N tat after i've earn their approval n trust.. i'll still love her as much and more each day.. taking care of her.. n providing only the best for her =)

I'll wait.. i'll be patient.. till God is the centre of our relationship n it is He who guides us through our relationship thick and thin.. I'll be patient.. I'll wait.. 1yr.. 10yrs or a life time.. I promise.. But u must promise me too.. when we are back together.. never doubt our future ahead again.. God has great plans for us.. and i'm certain we'll make happiness come true =)

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