Thursday, October 19, 2006

Hm... this post.. is a bit lame... I just bought a gucci shades from Paragon.. Cost me a bomb hur hur... 410 lol.. for a pair of shades >.<... Oh well.. yes.. I know I should not be spending such money.. My eyes are getting sored these days.. time to hide them from others...

Now I hear the comments.." Div, you should be happy with your results". "Many are trying to pass". Well.. I have my reasons of course.. I wasn't really interested to compete with the others.. rather.. I was only hoping to get H3.. because I know too well.. with a good CCA testimonial.. trying to do more CIP... Getting Straight As for A levels is insufficient for a scholarship.. I need it badly.. for a few reasons that I shall not share... All I can and will say is.. It means a lot a lot a lot a lot to me... I have to do well and get the scholarship.. Like my counseller told me the other time.. It's a die die zero error mission... Cannot fail.. And for my promos.. I carried that spirit and forced my way through.. Now that one hurdle is cleared.. the others are more distintly obvious and clear to me that I have to do well.. It's not just for myself anymore..

Blindly in love? No. I'm clear headed.

fly.away.pig
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