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designer ;
friend ;
friend ;
friend ;
friend ;
friend ;
friend ;

Piglet

name: Div ;
school: MJ ;
age: 19 ;
birthday: unknown ;
star sign: Wishing star ;
addicted to piggyness ;

piglet <3s

God ;
family ;
being a doctor ;
helping people ;
hugs ;

piglet hates

himself ;
his skin condition ;
his weakness ;
dark ;
nothing else ;

piglet wishlist

peace ;
perfect A level results ;
more time ;
more health ;
more income ;
place in medicine australia ;
save people ;

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above all
by Michael W. Smith

Monday, September 04, 2006

Title: You're beautiful.

Today is our 1 mth anniversary. Due to lack of time, i can only blog in one place and not both.
Today is one of my happiest days in life. Because now i know my darl loves me too.
I'm learning to love her better, to understand her habits, her likes and dislikes and of course learn to like things she likes =) It will take time, probably a lifetime but it's ok. I'm gona spend my whole lifetime learning to love her more each day and love her better.

Today Robin seem to give me a different perception of him. Though there was the joke by feeding my darl which made me feel a little jealous( I think darl knew cause she was looking at me after that.. well.. i'm alittle jealous of course.. it does feel alittle em sad.. but i know she's just playing so it's ok ) and the singing of the wedding song that made me feel super shy.. but he's really quite understanding too.. in terms of not going over board and to give me and my girl a little personal space on the train. Thanx robin =)

Argh.. at the library was really so embarrassing.. my little spoiled(both meanings) stomach of mine grumbled so loudly today haiz.. Well but i also partially to blame cause i forgot to eat medicine in macdonalds.. Pretty careless of me to forget to eat medicine.. And Darl rushed out to get me a sandwhich worrying that my grumbling stomach will become a hurting stomach(gastric pain)... She got me a egg sandwhich.. Actually i haven't eaten that for years because i can't quite stand the taste of mashed egg mixed together after it's cold.. You know what. this time.. it taste nice =) It taste especially sweet and nice <3 it's the first food that darl has bought for me to eat and me only. Moreover, it's because she cares and worries of my health.. So somehow.. the taste felt much bearable and sweeter.. in fact I managed to finish it =) I duno how to tell her how happy and how touched i am.. It's a small thing but means a big thing =) thnx darling.

There won't be more sweet talk about me and her for this post as I think what i feel and want to tell my darl is already told to her.

I can't bear to throw the flowers away because when i see them, I remember of you, remember of my love for you. I'll keep it till it withers. Though as each day it withers, my heart and love for you grows more instead. The physical flowers wither but the flowers in my heart will always blossom. More each day <3. If someday I lose my memory and god lets me choose what to forget and what not to, i'll choose to never forget you, never forget the beautiful times we spend together and never forget I love you. Even if i do forget, i'll work hard to remember. If i can't i'll then learn to love you once more. But i'll love you even more than before.

Well it hasn't end yet.. it's commercial break...

Off to music lesson

Well I'm back.. Due to the high possibility of me not having time to blog from tomorrow onwards.. I have decided to dedicate more time tonight to write up this post..

Continuation of my post after music lesson:

Well I just finish music lesson. It has been a long time since I last attend music lesson. Lost touch a little but still can play haha.

Oh ya.. The flu bugg attacked me more.. Argh.. my nose is now blocked.. Hope fever doesn't come up too >.< well.. not gonna tell my darl it's worsen le.. cause dun want her to worry but at the same time i promised to let her know so ya.. choose to say here.. at least when she see this post.. I'm most likely better already and she won't have to worry that much =)

Another thing happened during music lesson.. I was playing the song entitled Havana. It's a soothing love jazz song by KennyG.. so I was playing a phrase that is really sweet and lovely.. then I remembered darl.. I remembered our times together and I recalled just now.. So it’s the first time I blushed playing a saxophone haha.. and I ended up playing a lot of mistakes after that =P. but it's ok.. the music felt like it has a pinch of love in it <3

Well.. now that I look back at today.. I at first thought I was being nice and understanding by now having icecream and sharing food.. because I thought that though it's a anniversary but if we do share icecream together etc then I'm being selfish and not considerate about her.. However.. I still realize I committed a selfish act...

Hm.. I kinda wonder whether it was a right thing to be holding my darl's hand most of the time today and em.. *cough*( only me and her noe =P) I forgot that physical contact can still transmit germs and bacteria.. >.< sorry darling.. so sorry.. forgive me k?
And em.. I know it sounds late but..
Darling pls take more vitamins and drink more water k. pls dun fall sick too =( If you're sick I'll be even more sick and won't recover.. so u must stay healthy k? love you loads~ hugz`*

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