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designer ;
friend ;
friend ;
friend ;
friend ;
friend ;
friend ;

Piglet

name: Div ;
school: MJ ;
age: 19 ;
birthday: unknown ;
star sign: Wishing star ;
addicted to piggyness ;

piglet <3s

God ;
family ;
being a doctor ;
helping people ;
hugs ;

piglet hates

himself ;
his skin condition ;
his weakness ;
dark ;
nothing else ;

piglet wishlist

peace ;
perfect A level results ;
more time ;
more health ;
more income ;
place in medicine australia ;
save people ;

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above all
by Michael W. Smith

Saturday, September 02, 2006

title: Beautiful

I dun feel the need to hide alot of stuff from readers or mushy things. Though i might still use it once in awhile ^^'' Well the main reason is this.. There's nothing wrong with loving a girl wholeheartedly.. If love can be measured in the amount of sacrifices then please take a different viewpoint and you'll realise.. all these sacrifices you have made is only because your girl actually loves you more.. Everyone has their own way of expressing their affection and love for their girl mine's here... So there's nothing wrong of expressing my love to my girl when i write mushy stuff or sweet stuff..

Thanks wen khai.. I read the email.. the images... it's really touching.. I'll cherish my girl even more <3

Went to see a doc today, flu bug caught me again arghs... Sorry darling, made u worry =(Doc gave me strong antibiotics cause my throat is really pain and i'm getting all dizzy hur hur.Well i still went to parkway to get some food to eat, though i was like.. (oh pls spare me)After which i headed to popular. Hm.. I went in to CD rama.. shopped around and unknowningly..I had two cds in my hand.. They are richard clayderman's My way 2006 and nathan's Let me Sing.Hm some how i just dun feel like getting rock or pop songs.. didn't quite know why then but after reaching home and listening to slow pace music for a change.. i guess i know why =)

A little feelings i would like to post up..

Yesterday.

I use to listen to techno to hype up the beat and so called vent my feelings(usually moody)

I use to drink graveyard and many other heavy liqours uncontrolably to drown my sorrows

I use to go race at arcade to vent my anger

I use to fight to find a place i belongI use to study to earn a good image in my grandparents eyes

I use to work in the office to prove that a kid can do what adults can

All this only to satisfy one thing.
I wanted to do exceptional well in everything but yet doing it blindly for no reasons.

Today.

I listen to any music but somehow i just like jazz more these days because it feels so sweet so loving. It reminds me of my girl and the times we had together and so i'm never moody again <3

I still drink liqour and ice wine but only rarely. Because I drink liqour in a quiet ambience that is relaxing just like how it feels like to be sitting beside my girl when i send her home on the triain. I drink ice wine because it's sweet and soothing just like my heart beat when i'm holding my girl's hand <3

I only race at arcade once in a while to have some fun as i dun need to vent my anger anymore because i'm always happy when i'm with my girl <3

I only fight if i need to protect my girl but besides that, i'm now performance based martial arts wanting to win for my girl to be proud of. I dun feel the anger and the need to fight anymore. Life is just too beautiful with her, each bite i take and every sip i drink has her image inside it. It's just too perfect. <3

I still study today of course, hoping to study even harder not just because i want to prove to her parents i'm serious in her and not a punkie kid but more importantly, I want a good career that can let my girl live comfortably and happily <3

I will learn to work again but not at the office because i want to learn to control my expenses better because i want to make sure our future will be financially stable. I also want to learn to be independant so i won't be a morning glory but rather a strong support that my girl can always lean on <3

In short, I'm happy with life now. It's beautiful. God does make things beautiful in his time =)

Though i know time will fly and changes might occur, i'll cherish the time now even more. I'll work towards a happy and beautiful tomorrow for the both of us(me and my girl). Darling, you are my miracle, my angel that god has sent. I love you and will cherish you always <3

Life is great, you brighten my life. Words are not enough for me to let you know how much i love you. But let me use my entire lifetime to show you...... I love you... hugz*

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