Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Alright today's post is either u in the mood to read or if u feel u might not be comfortable after reading please avoid the post then...

It's all complains.. honestly.. i duno where or who to complain to so yup.. here goes..
A series of failures has been poping by div... This includes every single subject.. though econs i did average but.. the rest.. was a utter mess.. Physics today.. just nice give out the "awards" I can only say.. it was tormenting to the soul.. A lot of mixed feelings.. a lot of disappointments.. but yet i didn't want others to know because i noe my girl has a test later and it will affect her.. so i ended keeping all those struggles in me.. and yups.. u can imagine the rest..

Spoken to boss about the problem and he told me it's because i keep inducing this pressure on myself.. Because i think too much.. i'm like pressuming wat others are thinking and feeling but yet i'm not certain if that is wat others think and feel.. and that i have to agree with boss.. To be more precise.. can't call him boss anymore.. must call him prof.. So yups.. I guess i better start to learn to think only enough about wat others think and not to the extent i'm analysising and guessing.. Anyway alittle comments to cher.. Heya.. do appreciate that u're always my listening ear but honestly think u have to re explain urself in a different manner and not urs hur hur.. i really can't understand ur view point.. >.<

To thank those today for being so understanding and forgiving to mood swinged Div.. I'll first like to thank Ethelyn, Chia Jun(notice i typed out the name and not initials =P), Mr Lin, Ms Yeo, The taxi driver whom i duno and most importantly prof. Thanks for all the support and assure you tat Div is back up on the ring but with a different attitude this time. Just in case i forgot..

Prof also told me to learn to be humble.. even if sometimes others say wrongly of ur status and ability, as long as it's not a negative comment there's not much a need to try to defend urself or others might think it's being proud and stuff yups.. To be honest.. i was to anxious to prove myself.. till the extent i lost myself... i'm glad i found it back.. The smilely and sugar div is back =)

Lastly not meant for others to see.. I would like to dedicate this most important section to my darling. Thanks darling for being so sweet and understanding =) so sorry i made you worry cause was really afraid i'll do badly for geog too and so kinda gave up on it early =( but my spirit is back up fighting =D Thanks for sharing your care N concern. I must thank god for being there today and leting you voice brighten the gloomy day. Thanks so much =) Wanted to tell u last night but the sms didn't get through.. though you might get bored of hearing this but.. I love you darling <3

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