Thursday, July 06, 2006

First things first I must thank mei mei for her present.. Actually I acted normal in front of her but actually I feel like crying... haha.. As usual the emotional me but hey tat's my way of expressing myself ok so ya no laughing.. haha.. Well.. She's already having a tight pocket and she still bought a present.. Though I did tell her that my biggest gift for 2006 is to known everyone I know this year especially her =) Mei mei thanx again... honestly... But don't spend so much again alright? Really don't need to return the gift de.. Still.. Thank you... I'll cherish it =) It's the first official present that is not a meal or money.. it includes thought..

Chris and Don thanks for the meal and thanks for remembering =) Thank you. This year is indeed my sweetest Birthday Ever.. For 18yrs.. this is the first one with real wishes... gifts tat hold meaning and promises to keep =)

I got back my results for physics and math.. Well physics officially.. Math.. my teacher tell me but i haven't gotten the chance to see the paper.. it's bb.. BB actually.. I must thank world cup cause many watched world cup and not study ending up.. i manage to climb up the ranks easily.. As for math.. I'm truely disappointed.. I got a B.. After working hard for it..(it's not really that hard but hey I'm consistent for math ok =P) I got a B.. that also means.. the end of my H3 journey.. There are people who think I'm like showing off or things like that when i'm not satisfied about my results.. but how many know my desire to be independent to finally be removed of the burden that I feel is too heavy to carry.. my family.. and the only way i know to do so is by getting a scholarship.. Now I pressume some will say.. hey u can still APPLY a scholarship without a H3.. but well wan quan has told me of the harsh reality.. He scored AAAB but no S paper.. and he ends up slogging like mad to get a 2nd in ranking in ntu of his course.. and get a YEARLY scholarship meaning if next year he performs unwell.. his scholarship ends there.. And so.. It also means.. I most likely can't get my scholarship.. I dun quite care how others will think but at least mei, bros and pals.. pls do understand me for now.. I'm glad I did well but at the same time.. I'm depressed because my hope is shattered.. God bless everyone always and please study hard after getting the results.. it's not over yet... we have promos...

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