Thursday, April 13, 2006

to don: u are indeed a friend that probably in a century i'll only find one =) yupe sometimes every decision we make cost will tie along but in the end u found the end product worth while and that's wat matters =) ur faith will grow with each day as so the bond and love for god =)

to XZ jie: thanks for giving me the wake up call though u did it a harsh way again.

Kinda hurting.. considering how she was speaking to me today the tone everything.. haha.. make my eyes all so teary.. ming zhi i from drama de little bit only my eyes will watery still talk like tat.. Zzz.. i wish some things could change. just a little but i'll be happier. but i guess like wat she said we have to move on.. i'm no more a baby in their eyes.. i'm suppose to be grown up so yupe jie won't let u down =) Except i really need tissue badly.. i can't see the keyboard clearly.. keep typing wrong lol..

i guess the person who still understands me most is my dear.. my saxophone lol.. even my teacher can't sense i'm just trying not to disappoint them when i agree to join competitions and promise to win them.. it's a tiring lifestyle and i believe i will get out of it... My aim is not be some competition expert but to make a difference in the comunnity even through simple things such as just being a teacher or lecturer, doing community service. I'm willing to put down my chains and be the simple kid out there trying to help now i'm just waiting for the chance.

fly.away.pig
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