Thursday, March 02, 2006

Welcome back manel =) great to have u in MJ =D

Sianz, ++ equipment today break like sh!t.. lose 2 MC money. Zzz.. My father now complaining my expenditure.. ha.. for buying a watch, printer, eating 4 times sakae, new wallet, belt, 4 CDs n 5 MCs.. which amounts to 1.5k Zzz.. wth man.. bro use alot of money u all complain no sh!t.. me u all keep blaming.. ta ma de.. na bui... Just a bit more u all see.. I am no more part of this family.. U just wait and see.. I no longer wear the necklace they gave me.. That pendant.. Complain me spending alot and trying to kill the family right.. have u all thought of wat bro and u all did.. I only buy wat i need and leisure that is already cheaper than my arcade life.. Still u all blame me like sh!t right.. blooder everytime always use same F*king excuse say I no girlfriend and he got so many girlfriend means my character got problem I failure etc.. kan ni na.. Ur f*king girlfriends everytime u say u serious end up.. all play only and waste my money.. Then break.. all the lousy girls only.. then u say i failure.. wtf rights and stats do u have to say that.. U are just NOTHING! U dun have money to urself.. The car is not urs and u shoo me off.. u dun have even an O level cert, u dun have looks or talent wtf do u have besides a driving license? NOTHING idiot..

Now that i look at my life.. I guess I too have nothing.. I have only a top 1percntile brain, pettie cash and a small small handful of friends.. the rest.. just comes and goes.. I'm kinda used to it.. How close of friends do i have.. only Ah Chuan.. The rest.. I talk to them i feel so guilty sharing them my problems even though it's not theirs... I duno how many people know me.. I duno if the teachers knows that confident kid that keeps winning awards is a kid that actually is crying.. A kid with a bleeding heart and soul.. Blood tears.. Devil.. I guess that's me..

fly.away.pig
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