Monday, March 13, 2006

Water water water... Sianz.. today miss 3 people.. Dam... I'm getting blurish and old lor Zz.. biz club today tio suan sia.. wth.. it's like I dun lame with them they all just keep quiet for the entire day.. I lame with them they suan me.. wth sia... Zzz..

Sianz.. my card is facing problemz zZz.. over expenditure lol.. I think I need to have a budget le.. sianz Tzi Qing I think is the name of the girl I met today lol.. I think... probably wrong i just remember the Tzi.. super hard to pronounce until she pronounce it herself lol.. Should have gotten her number Zzz.. Besides I sense something wrong with the company...

My dear "wife" return me my cards... U like that continue i will be super duper broke lol..

Jie.. Kor.. wat's with all of u... u all.. are still so close but me le.. u all forgot me le arh.. Jie i dun mind u call wrong my name to difu le.. I really dun mind... but pls dun all just leave me like that... it's an overnight thing u guys know.. u all can put so much memories behind but i can't.. u may say i'm reluctant to move on.. but how to move on.. if I have already taken u all as my real jie and kor.. It's really my heart bleeding tears.. I guess I'm writing here all these because they probably won't ever see it.. even for my friends who see it.. they dun know who is it.. so I can be a kid here... and not the baby dragon with so called super grown up mind.. It's not me.. It's just not me.. My failure to accept I guess will cost me dearly.. haha..

fly.away.pig
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