Saturday, March 04, 2006

Arlowz people.. My bro said "xiong di mei you ge ye chou" lol.. how sweet of him but it's just a fox.. Cause my mum is there.. He always throws his temper around like some F* god.. It shows how people actually fake themselves out in front of other people so dun blame me for being a bad guy at home. It's the fam that made the decision not me. So i'll be leaving my home right after A levels, working.. yes people.. little master is going to work... I intend to teach tuition during the army period then after army, teach tuition and work full time until uni starts. Then Save up all the way until i can pay for uni myself. I know it sounds impossible but I won't take another cent from this f* up family once I reach army. When I finish u then work i return them the money i owe them. In other words.. I decided to severe ties.. It's the only way left I can think of to save myself from drowning.. I cannot afford to fail.. I have to see my name on the ranking list.. God please help me... I need the str... The courage and power... Now the only thing that powers me up is hate.. That's not me.. it's painful...

I look around myself and I wonder.. Have I grown up or am I still the kid.. I guess it's both.. Sadly we always grow up through the ugly side of life.. I guess besides the laugh play and childish me.. It's the lone demonic soul lol.. I realise I KOF.. Dun have any basics.. haha.. ah chuan see d faint lol. haha.. but ghost squard i lose 3 games won 3 games... haha.. =P level 36 liao wakaka.. wait i get TR14 then I super liao wakaka..

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