Thursday, March 02, 2006

Hey manel.. in case ur're reading hope u dun feel offended.. I have my reasons for not telling u.. firstly I can't always depend on u by telling my problems all the time.. Second I dun wish our friendship to be dependant on a problem based issues... 3rd it's not fair for u to take my burden... 4th I do not wish to make it a concept in ur mind that I'm trying to earn ur sympathy... so I think i'll just write my demons down here.

Wat a day indeed. I still can't understand that physics question, nor am I having the confidence of getting straight As. Though I'm still trying. I got back my geog and guess wat.. i did fail.. haiz.. wth.. God u are such a **** U think it's funny.. I dun think so...

Today submitted the start-up@ singapore executive summary for our business idea.. I hope we'll make it through.. It's me n Ms M. Wong's hard work.. But today is also a day i remember wat I'm in JC for.. and wat my family and house is becoming... A place to sleep and nothing more indeed.. I question myself.. Have I not tried to put myself in their shoes? I realise.. The problem is my parents believe they understand me and try to act it out but actually they dun.. dispite me telling them so many times they just repeat the same thing... My brother is the one who thinks he is super smart... The one who just wants to win back a breath and face.. For that he is gona spend dad and mum's money a bomb. And he complains me spending alot.. I spend on wat i need and dad doesn't know it.. so i hack care him.. but the kid that has spent up to 400k is now complaining i spending alot.. ha.. how funny hor..

So yupe i quarreled with my bro and parents as I predicted and just a little while more.. I'll be an orphan.. My surname is not Teng.. From now on It is not Teng! I have no parents or siblings.. I come and go alone.. I dun care wat will my parents or others think.. my decision is final.. whether they like it anot.

fly.away.pig
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