Sunday, February 19, 2006

I guess i was the only one that enjoyed my weekend.. I looked through everyone's blog and felt like crying.. except don which was happy and wish to congradulate him =D... However the rest as I can see and feel.. Felt the stress from A level release... I wanted to post 2 post in chinese but notice my skin will have some messed up issue.. so i guess i'll have to just post english ones..

SRLD... I guess it came to a halt last year... I thought the friendship could go on.. Still.. I guess it couldn't... The last time i saw jie and chat with them was like 1 yr back.. haha.. wat a friendship that lasted only so short.. so painful... Haha.. I guess this will mark the 13th end if i were to count in.. Haha.. so painful... Each time I read their post and they are in bad moods.. I wished I could be there as a friend.. As a listening ear but I guess Fate doesn't allow me to do so.. A levels is quite a stress to them.. I duno how to help them nor at least be with them because they told me not to.. I guess all I'll be doing and still doing is crying as i write this post and the subsequent ones.. If u guys duno how is it like to be smiling laughing and crying at same time.. All i can say is that feeling sux.. It only comes because u feel useless and yet so wishing to be able to do something for others or wat happen but u could only be a bystander.. doing nothing.. That feeling sux to the core.. haha.. Let my tears warm the dead and my sorrow arise them... I'm just soon to be a demon...

Tian ba jiu, wu, cai, ming, wei na zou.. wei he ye ba wo de you yi dai zou..

fly.away.pig
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