Thursday, February 09, 2006

Today marks the end of Div.. Divine was the word all along.. divine was to remind me of my dark past.. my dark side.. and now.. I am no longer having the need to be reminded.. I am the past.. Today.. I am the ice of the rain..

My brother just got his license today drove my mum and father to fetch me. My father as usual do not know how to phrase his words and keep offending me. My mother who asked me to go see the doctor.. Brought only one medicine that she suspected and my PE MC.. I was eating 9 kinds for god dam nab*i sake and wtf for the PMC letter? See my blood got to do with PMC or my back? WTH she thinking.. I tell her so many times to bring the stuff or i bring myself. then she insist she bring.. then wrong and still say where got wrong.. "I think this one got problem so i bring this one" cau bei la.. i got see doctor or she now see the doctor.. All she thought of is her own perspective.. Then the blood test result also dun want to bring.. then the doctor see wat? examine wat f*ck.. only one medicine i can guess what he want to say "I think so.. it could be due to this medication" Then my mother will be so f*cking please.. So how.. I cau bei at her.. Then she say go see doctor ong.. WTH.. at other people's clinic say want see other doctor because u forget to bring report and medication then wat offend others? Kaninah... Then I tell her I dun want see liao bad mood.. Then she say now go back take.. then I tell her u sure will forget thing again.. then she tell me to go get the number in the other clinic.. nabei man.. I say I no mood see doctor liao.. I will sure kan the doctor instead of telling him my problem.. So i fed up point middle finger and walk out in the rain.. My aggressiveness has returned.. Middle finger.. I dun point middle finger for years.. then for the last 4 months I have only been pointing to one person.. Her.. WTF man.. My fist each time want to hit her... purposely miss and dun hit her.. Today also almost hit her.. I tell u next time i hack care hit her let her die le..

Go lawyer that time when change name i sure tell him.. 死天地.. English : Hell Born.. I surname dun want.. I want be a devil... This family i dun want le.. my father only everytime know how to threaten me with one thing.. U got money to support urself meh? Tamade.. U want say like that is it.. Everything i dun want.. everything i return u.. Even my life u happy?

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