Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Today went to watch movie at TM, "I not stupid too" for the 2nd time.. It's still as touching.. Afterall.. That's my boss's work.. How can i say it sux ahaha... After the show had lunch at billy something i can't remember the name.. Had Fish N fries.. Quite funny... cause I normally prefer chinese meals but duno what Manel likes so I somehow decided on western meal haha...
Some how I ened up talking to manel about TKD and Aikido for like 60% of the time haha... But it also some how reminded me of my past... A fraction that I wish to forget... A little kiddo like me... In the past was a violent, arrogant, insane fighter... At least now.. I'm a useless fighter to quote it haha... I'm not gona mention anyone about this past nor remember it.. I somehow start to forget some parts.. Like the competition names.. The face of my pmc giver haha... These things start to disappear... So is my fighting spirit.. Haha.. I guess I will try to recover and then take up wushu once more.. This time i better make sure there doesn't state "guoshu" cause that one is not for human train one.. >.<~ I want to win in the arena again... The last competition results seems quite unsatisfactory(quite obvious -.- I got a back injury) My kicks? Well.. It used to be on par with sir.. but tat was at a price of spoiling it.. Now I can't walk properly... sometimes I even have sudden pains for no reason... and that is not muscle cramp..

Met up with my RO friends after the lunch... Ah hui.. Ah Chuan.. Wan Quan and eh.. robert.. haha.. Robert I not that close though haha... Well.. haven't seen wan quan for a long time.. he seems reasonably well... Ah Hui? I'm not too sure... Afterall... It's not easy being anyone... Even the simplest responsibility of one person could be the hardest of another... I have my fare share of responsibility and I guess if I were to relive as someone else... I'll do worst of...

10 more months to the recovery of my face(quoted by doc) haha... Well.. I guess I have to be patient.. My back? I kinda given up hope haha... I wonder how many people still remember calling me Fist.. FOI... But it's a name I want to let go..

Alright.. alittle too long for a blog post.. Hopefully.. Tomorrow I get to write happier things.. At least not so much of past right now...

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